Here I am tonight
Making myself write what is on my mind
Between the scratching of the pen and the voids
I can’t figure out what is right.
Why am I doubting myself again?
When I made the decision to go with the wind
It’s not the path I fear but the pain
Will my resolution go in vain?
I can’t deny that life is lonely
But staying might worsen the things only
Should I hold on to that ray of light?
Even if all it does is burn me tonight.
I am attracted like a moth to the flame
The fact that I would burn doesn’t drive me insane.
I can’t let go, not now not ever
Is it better than living a life full of regrets forever?